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January 4th, 2025 After Part 2.

 

2.

 

Candle didn’t wait for her sister to return home before starting the preparation. Local authorities would be by soon and it was always a mystery if they came with ill intent.
It had been five years since she and Bertie had been on their own, and they had managed so far. Only once had an inspection gone poorly and Candle had the scar to prove it. An overeager inspector had lashed out at Bertie and Candle foolishly intervened. She still could see his eyes sometimes when she went to sleep. Orange and brown and filled with violence.
The year after a new inspector arrived, and she wondered often if he had been disciplined or simply reassigned. Most of these were routine, a check of your water supply, a look into your upkeep of the small area room afforded your family. Most of the neighbors passed easily, but once she heard a scream and later sobbing a few houses down. A week later they had new neighbors. Candle was putting away the last of their clothes into a small storage bin when she heard Bertie coming through the front door. 

“Im sorry im late sis” Bertie chirped as she came bouncing into their small abode. “What can i help with?”
Candle gave her a small hug, wiping dirt off her sister’s cheek with her sleeve.
“I think we are good, you remember the rules?”
Bertie shrugged.
“Sure thing sis, don’t talk, smile and let them do their job”
Candle didn’t think her sister would cause any problems after the one incident and she felt guilty about even reminding her. Bertie had felt guilty enough about it to begin with. They only had a few moments before the door speaker chimed in.
“Inspector Visit, Please open up ” came a scratchy voice on the other end. 

Showtime.

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January 3rd, 2025

American Dreams

Cadillac snow on the window,
Letting engine oil drip down your lungs,
Rainbow melted puddles on top of the asphalt,
And cinder for sinners on the third eclipsed year.
A snowman melts his carrot nose a victim to nature,
Browned and burdened by Pinochio lies.
Telling tall tales, that eventually morph into facts.
Rewriting history, leaving the truth to interpretation,
To believe the smiling men of television,
And consume the swill of the princes of commerce lay bare.
American dreams.

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Jan 2nd. 2025

After.

 

“Do you not think she will miss you?”

 

He looked to the floor, took a long slow drag of his cigarette,
“Maybe some.”  His eyes slowly left the floor, a plume of smoke moving between him and the stranger.
“But she will be better off.”

The stranger nodded but didn’t let him off so easy.

“Hard for a father to make that decision. Perhaps one day she won’t agree.”

 

It was a fair assumption, sometimes he had the same thoughts of his mother. He sighed, put the cigarette out and stood to leave. The stranger grabbed his left hand, pulled it to her chest.  She forced him to make eye contact.
“I wasn’t trying to scare you off”.

He gave her a study, frail and holding on, much like him, much like everyone. He could stay, he could tell her many reasons for his choice to run away. But the timer on his wrist passed time, and he knew it was time to move on. He gently removed his hand from her breast, watched her shoulders slunch with defeat. He thought about offering her some small solace, a peck on the cheek, a hug, something human. Instead he turned to go, without a word, leaving the stranger behind and with her everything he had ever known.

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Jan 1st, 2025

Driving thru familial traditions, 
Left behind memories of home, but far away from everywhere.
A stray dog runs along, seeing the future in a snow globe of light. 
The length of a womans boot, tall and black, crestfallen stars
And everyone is right. Everyone is right.
But you are wrong.
And it can only result in driving right thru the guardrail ahead.
Make it count for something.
Make it count for anything.

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False Promises

I can not promise you anything will be better tomorrow, 
Because it hasn’t been better in forever.
I can not promise you it will work out, 
because all i can do is try to keep the lights on in my own home. 
I can not promise to fight the enemy, 
because all I see are misguided humans. 
I can not promise that all lives matter 
because we are all tax write offs.
I can not promise you will have allies, 
Because the allies get stoned with those preserving the patriarchy.  
I can not promise you love,
because the people I love wont even talk to me some days, 
I can not promise you the highway will get easier,
Because the construction will always need repairs,
I can not promise my son that he will see the ocean as an old man
Because we spend too much time not even thinking if he will,

I can not promise you much, 
Except I know you are tired. 
Because this life…… this beautiful fucking thing we call life….
Takes every ounce of hope we have left. 
To just see tomorrow. 

But I can promise you this, I hope each one of you do.

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SOMETHING dumb #2

something Dumb #2 pink panther is a repaint/repackaged Black Panther . Each figure comes on card back with Kirby stickers all over the back. Limited to 10 pieces. $20 if I can hand it to you, thirty shipped in the USA.

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getting old

Simply older, less desirable.
If i could have given a fuck twenty years earlier ,
to prevent this malaise, 
cinder on your brown locks, 

I pass the time in whiskey and monograms.
I write my name into the ether, but do you reconginze 
any last bit of it?
its a folly, a fallacy to think any of us matter. 

More than a whisper, more than a passing star turn,
what little joy, I killed twenty years prior,
but somehow we just trudge on,
burdened with life, burdened with nostalgia.

a simple conversation, 
if only the ears listened,
and twenty year later,
You define every moment on one distraction,

cold hands, but i want the touch, 
cold hearts, but its all we have left,
cold demons, warmed by liquids, 

and we ask for more, more, more.
eternally yours, to the silent starless night,

a step forward, painful and lonely as it is,
a step forward because my feet cant move back,

getting older, there is only one direction left.

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NC State Championship

Two more sleeps until the NC State Championship for pinball in Charlotte. Last year 4367 players (700 unique) players competed in
265 pinball tournaments across the state.
I feel fortunate to be the 6th seed and even more so to have 9 of my Asheville crew also competing there this weekend.

I have no expectations going in other then being excited about earning my participation spot. I get the winner of Liam Bradley , an amazing ten year old player who is quickly making a name for himself or my good friend Brian Tavener (one of the ogs of #avl while Tony Evans was running things here.) I’m fine taking a loss to either of them although I hope to not make it easy. End of day my worst case scenario is top 16 in our state for the year. Unthinkable a year ago.

Can’t wait to cheer everyone on, see some amazing talent do their thing, and just have fun.

And if you’ve ever thought pinball looks like fun but I don’t know where to start, or I’m not very good, reach out, I’ll point you to a local event, or local organizer. I guarantee you’ll have fun, make friends from all walks of life, and maybe if your skill and luck get good enough, you’ll see your name in lights.

https://fb.me/e/1YFFv5o40?mibextid=N4tvPT

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Shop some luckycreature this holiday

Although Im not creating as much as I used to I still have stuff available.

Slightly relaunched my Etsy site this week to sell some creature prints,

https://www.etsy.com/shop/luckycreature/

I have my photos available on all sorts of stuff at Redbubble

https://www.redbubble.com/people/luckycreature/shop

Also you can still get my collection of poems and short stores here.

https://www.amazon.com/Telemetry-2014-2017-Shawn-Scott-Smith/dp/1984042262/ref=sr_1_1?crid=GCIC4G0I6QFH&keywords=telemetry+shawn+scott+smith&qid=1666980605&sprefix=telemetry+shawn+scott+smith%2Caps%2C175&sr=8-1

Thank you to anyone whose ever sent some love my way.

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